It's almost 9am and I have eaten as much as I possibly can in a effort to stop myself from thinking of food.
I have been hungry with food on my mind all night and it's making me crazy. I decided 'fuck it' I'll just eat until I can't. Turns out I don't have near enough food to make that a reality.
I'm freaking out!!
I'm hoping that if I eat until I can't the damn grazing feeling that I've had for the last three days will go away!
And I need to go to bed soon. I don't think it's safe to sleep with so much food in the belly.
I want home-made chocolate chip, pecan cookies. I have no eggs which is the only thing stopping this gluttony in it's tracks.
My body wins. I surrender!!
I swear if I could find some cookies I would scarf them down like cookie monster.