Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy 2010 New Year's Eve!

Hope you all have festive plans.

Or you know, have plans more like mine and Bob's. Movies, jammies, munchies.

I'm not a lover of this holiday (can really depress me if I let it) but I hope you all get to celebrate the way you wish!

I hope for more reading time - I should say I hope my brain gives me a break and lets me read more.

Great health of course. Not sure how that will work for me this year - I have to go to that anxiety clinic for the next few months. There is a deep part of me that wants to be drug free but I'm not sure that's realistic for me. Having had panic attacks for most of my life, I'm not sure my body wouldn't start attacking me at the first sign of release. I'm sick of the side effects and quite frankly the body fat is holding on hard and I'm not sure I can start working out 2 hours a night. I mean, I can but would it help at this point?

This is also the year I turn 40. Sadly I have a friend who believes this is 'old' and I'm having a hard time keeping her negative thoughts out of my head.

I can't imagine what the year will bring but I'm going to continue with my move towards moving more (walking on the treadmill has helped my mood and my energy - now I have Wii fit to figure out) and saying 'yes' more. Unless I hate the question - then I have to learn to say no more.

I'm sleepy tonight so I'm going to head up and watch some TV.

Have a safe and Happy New Year celebration!

5 comments:

nath said...

Happy New Year to you and Bob! :D

We're not doing anything special in my house. We had guests yesterday, so that's it :)

Seriously, I don't think 40 is old. I don't think that the number really matters... it's how you feel. Like Kristie, she says she keeps getting younger :D Even my dad who is 60, I wouldn't say he's old. It's all in the spirit :P

Hope you enjoy the Wii Fit. Let me know how it is... I might get one if you think it's good :D

Bookwormom said...

Happy New Year to both of you! Wishing you a New Year full of great books & good health & lots of Bob time. :)

Our niece was given a Wii & we tried the fit games- it's lots of fun. I'm planning to buy one for hubby's bday in March. We're looking forward to it, actually. And you're unlikely to meet someone as lazy as I am. ;)

As for turning 40, I'm 41 and the birthday year wasn't so bad as I anticipated. It's too bad your friend seems to think so, but 40 was not as crisis laden for me. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf & I look at 40 as finally being old enough to (try to) be comfortable in my own skin.

Have a great evening!~ Amanda

LinnieGayl said...

Happy New Years, Cindy & Bob! 40 doesn't begin to be old...it's actually the start of some good times in your life, and I just know it will be for you!

Oh, I want to hear all about your Wii Fit once you get it working. I'm seriously thinking I'd like one.

Erotic Horizon said...

Happy New Year my dear....

I also had a lovely time at home ringing in the new Year - hope you and Bob had a fab time...

You do make me laugh - please keep it up for 2010..

40 - you are just ripe for the picking..... My mom told me that and I am sticking to it.... Be bold, be brave you are beautiful, enjoy your 40th... it only gets better from here on in...

Happy 2010....

E.H>

CindyS said...

Nath - I know you are right - still, the brain boggles!

Bookwormom - I've set up some goals for this year and being more comfortable in my own skin is very close to number one! I hope my brain is just overplaying the idea.

LinnieGayl - I told Bob it's the new 20. Yeah, he didn't believe it either. I'll let you know how the wii works for me.

E.H. I definitely like that attitude. Ripe for the picking. Yep, I'll try that one on for size ;)

Thanks guys!


cindyS