Update

I called the vet for Cody today and she gave me some broad spectrum antibiotics for him. The conversation was enlightening and not what I was expecting to hear. I keep thinking I'll see seizures but apparently now, any infection can take him out.

Not happy.

Still, tonight he became all happy puppy and his tail has been wagging none stop. I think yesterday was just the peak of him not feeling good. Hopefully these antibiotics will get him all fixed up again.

Bob and I seem to have switched spots with Cody. Normally I'm the strong one and Bob is the one who worries and gets upset. This time we're reversed and even though I know Bob doesn't want Cody to leave, he is adamant that he not suffer for one minute more than he has to. I feel that way also but I'm still in denial. I keep think it's just a clump of stuff blocking his nostril. The thought of him not being with me this summer makes me weepy.

So, yeah, I'm living in denial.

Today I woke up feeling like my old self but a couple hours later my stomach was wreaking havoc. Stupid tummy.

Maybe I should stop calling it names?

Nah.

Also, I cracked open my 'in case of emergency' book, Cold As Ice by Anne Stuart. I think the week has taken it's toll and I needed comfort and what better way for me to relax than to pull out a brand new book that I have never read by my favourite author.

Not even a massage makes me as happy as a new Anne Stuart book.

I have a feeling I'll be doing some re-reading of my old Stuart favourites if things don't start looking up.