Thursday, October 12, 2006

Am I Blue?


I have never liked the word 'ennui' but I can now say I am completely feeling it.

Sure I am getting stuff done and I am doing stuff that should normally make me happy but I am just, I don't know, taking up space.

The weather in my neck of the woods has rain in the forcast for about the next two weeks and I'm considering building an arc but the thought of the animal poop makes me want to cry. I should build a huge tower, with an elevator, of course, cause I'm not taking the stairs, that would breech the cloud cover and create my beautiful sunny day. Always.

*sigh*

Ennui blows.

7 comments:

Mailyn said...

See, I always thought that only filthy rich people were allowed to have ennui. I think in the rest of us poor folks is called depression. So there ya go.

It's not ennuit, it's depression.

Hey, I tried to make it sound better cuz, at least you can take meds for depression. LOL.

Hope you feel better soon.

*hugs*

~ames~ said...

Hey beautiful lady, I tried commenting earlier, but it wouldn't work. Blogger kept trying to direct me to the dashboard. Sorry, but no. LOL

I've got snow by the way (and ennui too). I'll keep the snow for a while, hopefully you'll get some sunny days. :P

Jennie said...

Bummer! We've had cloudy yucky weather too and it really does affect your mood. Plus the days are getting so much shorter and that always depresses the hell out of me!

I like your idea of a huge tower. Like being on a plane on a cloudy day and then seeing the sun once you break through the clouds. :)

Rosie said...

Crikeys if I'd been working, painting, remodeling like you have been I'd probably have the blues too. You'll snap out of it. Take a break from the chores and treat yourself.

Hope you feel better soon.

CindyS said...

Mailyn!! You're back!! *wiggling around like a happy puppy* Yeah, I didn't want to use the 'D' word ;) Thank God for health plans!!

Ames - I think the 'ennui' is going around ;) You know, snow makes me happy because it's white. I prefer white to crappy rainy days.

Jennie - this is never really my time of year. I'm much better in the spring but for some reason I really got into a bad mind set early in the year about this coming winter. Need to work on positive thinking!

Rosie - I think I just need to read a few really good romances. I haven't given myself permission to just sit and read and I think I get cranky ;)

CindyS

dancechica said...

I always thought that only filthy rich people were allowed to have ennui. I think in the rest of us poor folks is called depression.

LOL, Mailyn, you seriously crack me up! LOL. But, Cindy, I totally understand how ya feel. I hope you're feeling better. *HUGS*

Mailyn said...

Cindy, I'm glad to be back too! Totally missed you all. :-)


LMAO DC, I do tend to be a tad silly don't I?